How long can this go on ??
Im super embaresed to post this, but im not spending another day sobbing at the end of my bed, lol. I used to laugh at people complaining about bad beats and downswings, saying "its rigged". Id had a few small downswings, they wasnt easy, but i coped fine. Since I bought HM3, ive played 115k hands, and built my whole bankroll from $20. Id consistantly won at around 16bb per 100 hands at nl2,5 and 10. Mainly NL10 as I moved up when I could. At 100k hands it was great, now by 112k hands Ive basically lost half my bankroll and am having to move down to NL5. It just wont end!! I cant remember the last bluff that got through, AA is sucessfull hand if i only loose half my stack. I could go on , but im sure you all know the spots, endless Science defying suckouts. I can vaguely remember that I used to win poker hands, I think?. I need a bit off support, how long can this go on? What sort of downswings have winning players experienced? For the first time ever im starting to doubt if I can do this.